As a kid, one of the hardest thing for me to do was to sit still ,so you can imagine how going to church for the service felt like eternity. The hymns would go on and on. Now that i am 36, things haven’t gotten better in that department. It is still hard for me to sit still! Unlike my hubby, who could probably stay at home during the weekend, I have to go out, or my brains would explode.
So this pregnancy thing and with the recent event of slight bleeding and cramping, I have been “grounded” to minimize my activity and stay in Singapore. It’s been hard, and I have not been that good at being still.
For most days, I still go to work to the office, attend the meetings etc. I enjoy it very much , feeling all important in the meetings and interacting with different people and learning. But the bad news is that I am still bleeding a little. very little blood, but still enough to make me frighten.
so today I had a conference call and decided to stay at home for the rest of the day. It is not even lunch time, and already I am beginning to feel the need to go out.
I am feeling a little afraid, because I am not feeling the symptoms so much of pregnancy anymore. I think I have gotten used to them.
